Miss you today....................

I miss you today
More than I usually do
I’m not sure why today is so different
I just really miss you
Your laugh
Your thoughts
Everything about you
Your scent
Your touch
I miss you so much
I’m at a crossroad in my life
I need your guidance
Your advice
I need you to tell me
It will be all right
I’m uncertain about tomorrow
In my heart
I feel great sorrow
How I wish
That I may borrow
Just one more day
With you

What is this...........................?

What are relations? Are they really what we think they are? Or are they the so called heavenly connections,as we are told in the movies? Like the things that happen just like that without even you knowing it happening.
Why is that you crave for just one moment with that one person,atleast once a day, no matter what you have to do for it. Let it be travelling right across the city, while not having a bike ,to just spend some time with that person? What is that?
You know there is something, but you yourself dont know what exactly it is, let alone that special person.What is it really? Right from the first time you saw that person there always is this different feeling when that person is around.
You could remember each and every thing you saw her doing ,right from just scratching her head to having an accident on her bike. You remember every moment you spent with her around. What is it?
I tried asking myself this question but was left unanswered so should i ask her what it really is? Or should I refrain?
But in the end the question still remains. What is it?